raya..raya ker?!!sakit gigi mana best raya,,;(

hiye..nak raya!!!uwaaaaa!!!
m not well..AGAIN..huhhh!!hahaha..LOL..since back from melaka's trip on monday..( u can view the trip's details at http://umimarsella.blogspot.com/);p tumpang lalu yer Umi...


bad headache..seriously..can't do any work/whatever..duduk jer..eh!bukan..terbaring jer..doing nothing..ceh!
then,mlm tuh mcm sakit gigi!argh!!yyyyy!! 
esk pagi nyer sakit yg mencucuk2 kat some gigi at the same area!!arghhhh!!!my left mouth's area..sakit sgt!!( x puasa ) hv too..nak mkn obat..x tahan..
on friday's nite got appointment with dentist..which x puasa gak..doc said my teeth cracked..but satu jer..gigi geraham..doc tu pasang sumthing yg mcm cincin kat gigi tu to strengthen it but x muat..then,dia letak this sort of round elastic thingy ( looked like rubber band but in blue color ) to separate the gusi lah kan..(n now still stucked kat gigi nih ).. ;( on selasa br pasang benda yg mcm cincin tuh..so,nanti leceh nak mkn lol..aduyai..dah tuh aku tampal skali gigi 2 batang..fuh...


unfortunately la  kan..time sahur sakit gile! x bleh makan sgt..aduhhhh..so did an appointment dgn dentist lg..nak cabut terus..masuk2 bilik jer, aish..diff doc..she said..gigi xde problem..y nak cabut?!huhhhh?!!!!freakin stupido..


she asked me many questions..once of 'em was,
dentist: u ada sinus ker?
me: OMG!!(dalam hati ) then i said, yup!!but at early stages jer..
dentist: owh,no wonder becoz gigi u bukan satu jer sakit but byk yg sakit..sinus tuh kacau nerve-system u..so,if cabut pun..the root whatever x akan heal..but, earlier doc might be rite & I might be wrong..
but,u ada antibiotik x? u kene habis kan..
me: LOL..padan muke aku x abis kan antibiotik..(dlm ati gak)..then,i said..ada n ok..ok ok ok..


~~ceh!kene abis kan antibiotik..tp,aku nih penakut mkn obat..~~


aku dah pening..then,benda alah dlm mulot aku ni nak wat ape..aduh..


bincang2..so,aku kene dtg on thursday buat full check up on my teeth dgn boss kat situ..chief doctor aka owner clinic..x-ray terus..x sure berapa harga..aduh,kene pinjam mak duit gak nih..no wonder demam aku x kebah2..n that day (demam) mase doctor noraini asked aku u ada asthma ke..its actually sinus lah..suara aku kekadang tetibe jer serak..hingus lah..kahak lah..LOL...pening2..mcm2 hal nak kawen nih..

Ayat Kursi 

Allahu laa ilaaha illaa huwal hayyl qayuum, la tak khu-dzuhuu sinataunw walaa naw-um, lahuu maa fis samawaati wamaa fil-ardhi, man dzal-la-dzii yasy-fa-‘u indahuu illaa bi-idz-nihii, ya’-lamu maa bayna aydiihim, wamaa khal-fahum walaa yuhii-thuuna bi-syai-inm min’ilmihii illa bimaa syaa-a, wasi-‘a kursiy-yuhus samaawaati wal-ar-dha, walaa ya-uu-duhuu hifzhuhumaa wahuwal ‘aliy-yul azhim.

holy month..

salam..hiye...
today is day 16 of fasting..n I until now only able fasting for 6 days only.. (n counting..) fuhhh...hahaha..
normal issue..plus got really bad fever n still recovering..just hopefully no gastric this time.. (cos mine is really bad, like straight to hospital).. only the symptoms there,but pls no gastric...plssss...seriously..not an excuse lah (for those who might think m just being lazy what so ever).. m not that strong (immune system) after bad experience at several clinics n hospitals..in whole 6,7 months n as early as 3am!! in the morning!!gosh..n that's y I cant skip my rice meal..at least one rice meal a day..especially during lunch hour..if not, I'll easily fall ill afterwards..;(


today..only 1 month 2 weeks left until me n rizal big day..our solemnization..my god....thank you Allah swt..i've found mine..he's everything to me..he's my soul..my true luv now n forever..insyaAllah..
I just cant wait to be his wife..I really need him in my life..owhhh..hurry...pls hurry up..;p lalalala...


yesterday was my 28th bufday..n I never  thought that I would be this happy! its so special coz yesterday I received countless wishes from dear frens & family of mine.. tx everyone..I spent the nite with rizal yesterday..small n early break fast @ parkson's canteen n then went to A&W for a proper break fast, lepaking etc..spent quality time together as fiance..;p


gosh..i luv u mohd.sharizal md.said..muahhhhhhh...xoxo..my future hubby..;p

recovering..

hiye..

this is the worse fever ever..all in one..heavy cough, bad sore throat, fever, flu, muscle pain etc..

last time ( 2 months ago ) i just got high fever..that's it..no heavy cough or flu whatsoever..

LOL..

tomorrow start work..boring..need sumthing else..lalalalaaa..ahhh,so freakin bored..asyik complaint jer kan..hahaha..this what u get when u being given low paycheck, terrible allowance, bad benefits etc..huhuhu..

omg..bored!!!malas sangat nak g keje esk..helpppppppppp meeeeee!!!

weak..

hiye..
today m on mc..fever since last friday..only yesterday i went to clinic..m not able to drive..so freakin weak..how to drive..rite now still on my bed doing nothing!!hahaha..m sick so wat to do rite..
this past few weeks really hectic..raya set up all over place plus my weddings preparation..sucks!!
seriously i need other job..already sent cv to some companies..hopefully at least 1 will click..need a higher paycheck..please wish me luck..


last nite i went out with my sis..which really worsen my fever..arghhhh...n now i cant breath smoothly..the doc thought i might hv asthma..she asked me several time..seriously,m i?i dont want it..i need rest..i really need it..at least for my wedding day..


ahhhh...i miss him..seriously miss him a lot..only a month m gonna be his wife!!yayyy!!!but quite nervous lol..its really nerve wracking..lalalala..  

tick tock..

hiye..

now m at home..resting after long hours of working..m so stressed..

i got hectic life..

thinking of quiting my job..seriously, want to open business.. with my hubby to be..wish me luck..

plus, bz with my big day preparation..gosh..help me..

too much pressure lol..i need rest..a good one..want to go for a holiday..with him..

'thank god i found u abang..'

last nite cried infront of him again..huh..im soooo sensitive nowadays..poor abg..i donno..

too much too handle..i just need some time for myself..i couldn't take it anymore.. the paycheck too little..i need another job..which x payah bayar cukai pon coz x cukup nak makan pakai..LOL..

macam macam..

hiye..been a while since my last post..pretty busy for the past few weeks..

sometimes m thought of quiting..seriously..hate it..need to find other job..

hate it with people yg suke took advantages of me..hate them a lot!!

lots of stuffs happened in these past few weeks..happy, sad, anger, miserable etc..

luv the happy parts.. especially when m with 'him'..he take good care of me..i luv u dear..tx to 'him' for always there for me..

m lookin forward for a new environment..wish me luck..

nanti la continue..daa..