Ayat Kursi 

Allahu laa ilaaha illaa huwal hayyl qayuum, la tak khu-dzuhuu sinataunw walaa naw-um, lahuu maa fis samawaati wamaa fil-ardhi, man dzal-la-dzii yasy-fa-‘u indahuu illaa bi-idz-nihii, ya’-lamu maa bayna aydiihim, wamaa khal-fahum walaa yuhii-thuuna bi-syai-inm min’ilmihii illa bimaa syaa-a, wasi-‘a kursiy-yuhus samaawaati wal-ar-dha, walaa ya-uu-duhuu hifzhuhumaa wahuwal ‘aliy-yul azhim.

holy month..

salam..hiye...
today is day 16 of fasting..n I until now only able fasting for 6 days only.. (n counting..) fuhhh...hahaha..
normal issue..plus got really bad fever n still recovering..just hopefully no gastric this time.. (cos mine is really bad, like straight to hospital).. only the symptoms there,but pls no gastric...plssss...seriously..not an excuse lah (for those who might think m just being lazy what so ever).. m not that strong (immune system) after bad experience at several clinics n hospitals..in whole 6,7 months n as early as 3am!! in the morning!!gosh..n that's y I cant skip my rice meal..at least one rice meal a day..especially during lunch hour..if not, I'll easily fall ill afterwards..;(


today..only 1 month 2 weeks left until me n rizal big day..our solemnization..my god....thank you Allah swt..i've found mine..he's everything to me..he's my soul..my true luv now n forever..insyaAllah..
I just cant wait to be his wife..I really need him in my life..owhhh..hurry...pls hurry up..;p lalalala...


yesterday was my 28th bufday..n I never  thought that I would be this happy! its so special coz yesterday I received countless wishes from dear frens & family of mine.. tx everyone..I spent the nite with rizal yesterday..small n early break fast @ parkson's canteen n then went to A&W for a proper break fast, lepaking etc..spent quality time together as fiance..;p


gosh..i luv u mohd.sharizal md.said..muahhhhhhh...xoxo..my future hubby..;p

recovering..

hiye..

this is the worse fever ever..all in one..heavy cough, bad sore throat, fever, flu, muscle pain etc..

last time ( 2 months ago ) i just got high fever..that's it..no heavy cough or flu whatsoever..

LOL..

tomorrow start work..boring..need sumthing else..lalalalaaa..ahhh,so freakin bored..asyik complaint jer kan..hahaha..this what u get when u being given low paycheck, terrible allowance, bad benefits etc..huhuhu..

omg..bored!!!malas sangat nak g keje esk..helpppppppppp meeeeee!!!

weak..

hiye..
today m on mc..fever since last friday..only yesterday i went to clinic..m not able to drive..so freakin weak..how to drive..rite now still on my bed doing nothing!!hahaha..m sick so wat to do rite..
this past few weeks really hectic..raya set up all over place plus my weddings preparation..sucks!!
seriously i need other job..already sent cv to some companies..hopefully at least 1 will click..need a higher paycheck..please wish me luck..


last nite i went out with my sis..which really worsen my fever..arghhhh...n now i cant breath smoothly..the doc thought i might hv asthma..she asked me several time..seriously,m i?i dont want it..i need rest..i really need it..at least for my wedding day..


ahhhh...i miss him..seriously miss him a lot..only a month m gonna be his wife!!yayyy!!!but quite nervous lol..its really nerve wracking..lalalala..