tick tock..

hiye..

now m at home..resting after long hours of working..m so stressed..

i got hectic life..

thinking of quiting my job..seriously, want to open business.. with my hubby to be..wish me luck..

plus, bz with my big day preparation..gosh..help me..

too much pressure lol..i need rest..a good one..want to go for a holiday..with him..

'thank god i found u abang..'

last nite cried infront of him again..huh..im soooo sensitive nowadays..poor abg..i donno..

too much too handle..i just need some time for myself..i couldn't take it anymore.. the paycheck too little..i need another job..which x payah bayar cukai pon coz x cukup nak makan pakai..LOL..

macam macam..

hiye..been a while since my last post..pretty busy for the past few weeks..

sometimes m thought of quiting..seriously..hate it..need to find other job..

hate it with people yg suke took advantages of me..hate them a lot!!

lots of stuffs happened in these past few weeks..happy, sad, anger, miserable etc..

luv the happy parts.. especially when m with 'him'..he take good care of me..i luv u dear..tx to 'him' for always there for me..

m lookin forward for a new environment..wish me luck..

nanti la continue..daa..

i found mine..

hi,
today x sihat sket..feeling dizzy since morning..more like nak pitam..ntah la..then,after
lunch around 4pm rase letih sgt2..terlalu letih..
gosh..m dehidrated lol..bought 100 plus n drank it! ate chocolate..ok sket..went back home..
today x amik dia..m exhausted..sorry dear..sampe rumah, bad headache..ceh..penatttt...


he called me n asked,'makan nasi x td?'..huh?!lupe mkn nasi lahhhhh..no wonder..plus penat sgt...since sakit teruk dulu, memang aku x bleh skip nasi selalu..need that carbohidrat..
ahhhh....tx awak..awak memang kenal saya..;p


that is y aku rasa no one boleh faham aku..except mamat nih..salute to u dear..;p

aku dan dia..

'cuba awak rehat for a day..awak penat tuh,mata sembab,muka pucat..bukan saya x nak kawen dgn awak tau..jgn salah faham..kesian kat awak,jgn sampai x cukup rehat..saya nak awak sihat n happy..'

hi..

emmm..x terkata mase dia bg nasihat nih td dlm kete..betul lah muka aku pucat..tido lambat,x cukup tido..x minum air secukup nyer..die memang faham aku nyer perangai..dalam ramai2, mmg die utk aku..die bleh layan karenah aku tp dlm mase yg same akan nasihat if ada benda yang x best kat mata die..huh,time die nasihat nie a bit takut sket..die susah nak marah,infact tanye lah sesape pun yg kenal die..jarang skali marah so, bile marah tuh takut lah kan..

aku plak bleh layan perangai die yg dah lah susah nak ckp dgn perempuan (tp sekarang x lagi, tx to me ),die memang susah orang nak faham..aku x tau macamana nak explain perangai die..hanya teman2 rapat yg faham..orang pun pelik macamana lah aku boleh tahan dgn tabiat die nih..including family dia..hahaha..terer kan aku..dia memang the one n only dlm hidup aku.. 

* aku 'awak, kite janji nak nanti after nikah kite write satu surat for each other n bagi after nikah..'everything bout us..'

** dia 'eh, dulu mak n abah saya pun buat macam tu la..dieorg bg mase memula kawen..'

hahaha,conversation aku dgn dia td..x sangka sama dgn parents dia punya perangai..terlalu byk similarity both of us..lahir bulan yg sama cuma lain tahun..seminggu beza jer..perangai lebih kurang..anak bongsu..hometown asal melaka n byk lagi lah..hehehe..

***alhamdullillah di pertemukan dgn dia..

eh,nanti sambung balik lah..bui bui..

friendship..tribute to mr.nornikmanshah..

hiyeee..

I missed all my close friends..

m in the middle of conversation with an old fren through 'ym' when m typing these post..

(y I never think of that..) been a while we haven't seeing each other..

we chat,chat n chat..n she's happy for me who'll gettin hitch these next few months..the tomboy gettin hitch!!;p

ahhh, miss the old times we're together..those uitm years..

**to the mens n womens who's close to me..i miss all of u..

*including you my beloved mr.nornikmanshah..

al-fatihah for you my dearly fren..I still remember that day..i've just got back home 
( not remember from where ) in ampang when a fren of mine ( whom ym with me just now ) 
called me & told that u have passed away..
what?! at first i thought she's just messed out with me..
but...

seriously,how could these happened? she said that you n other friends were back in pangkor island when the accident happened..you tried to saved some of them from drowning instead you drowned yourself..the most heroic action but sad for us to remember u,nik..;(

m cried a lot coz you r my 1st male friends and we was really2 closed..

and from that moment i've said to maself that i wont go to pangkor island..i wont..

i went tu ur funeral and saw ur body lying there..I saw ur face smiling..yup,smiling..
u was such a good fren i ever had..everyone cried..

i luv you my dear fren..m crying..


will edit more..

gettin hitched..

hiyeee..

rite now m bz in preparing maself n everything for the big day..just a few months to go n still tons of work need to be done..

me as visual merchandiser, off course I want everything to be perfect..am sure,every gurl want their wedding day to be as gorgeous as they can be..sigh..m not complaining..m just afraid if m not able to handle the pressure..huhuhu..help me..;p

every seconds count from now on..

while my body do all my vm's workloads, my mind keep the momentum in processing any images/photos/ideas/colors/etc that i can use for my big day..
thanks to my sis who introduced me to google docs last year..easy for me to note everything that I may forgot..every details every ideas..fuh..

my fiance..
*tadi dia ckp 'makesure jgn stress sgt mase wedding day tuh..bg job2 tu kat one person yg awak bleh trust..biar dia handle semua for the day'..aku memikirkan benda yg sama gak..nanti aku kelam kabut..hati x senang..ahhh,i luv u sayang..tx for faham saya..memang awak faham saya lah..;p

note: lots and lots things to buy and prepare..huhuhu..

my man: he's enjoying his life,down to earth,understand me,

and the most important thing is he adapt with my life as I do with his..

he knows me well enough to fall in luv with me..that's y I luv him..;p

the beginning..

hiyeee!!welcome to the world of me..

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